Lit by Mummy, Daddy, Faye, Ruby & Emma-Rae xxxxx 1st January 2021
Happy New Year to you Baby Girl. This month is so filled with memories I often feel like I'm drowning, but Lord knows I am really struggling this year with your birthday pending, not enough distraction and far too much time to think. We can't be at the Butterfly Journey on your birthday this year, sadly it has had to close again with new restrictions, and I'm struggling with that too as it's the only place I have found where I can feel close to you on your special day. I am at a loss how we can mark the day now, nothing seems good enough and although I'm sure you'll be looking down on us and happy with however we mark it, I will no doubt feel we did not do it justice. I'm sorry in advance for that, I'm trying to think of ways to celebrate you but I'm lost. Just know that I love you and you are at the forefront of my mind, always, but especially at the moment, at this time of year. I love you so much. Watch over us in 2021 sweetheart, see that we and the ones we love stay healthy, if you can xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx