Hello Baby Girl,
I'm lighting this candle earlier in the day today as Daddy and I are taking Faye on holiday to Bulgaria today so we will be on an aeroplane later on.
Faye is very excited and can't wait to play in the swimming pool and go down the slides.
Daddy and I just can't wait to stop for a little bit! We have been on the go ever since we got back from honeymoon.
We're all looking forward to a lovely week together in the sunshine.
You will be coming with us too of course, I will have your ashes necklace with me and also your blanket and Bashful.
I wish you could come with us for real though, I would love to have had the chance to take you on a family holiday, I'd love to have had the chance to do a lot of things with you.
Knowing the new baby is a girl makes it so much more precious somehow, I don't really know how that is possible as it was as precious as could be before, but now it, or should I say she, is even more so. She will give us the opportunity of doing some of the things we couldn't do with you.
She is kicking more and more lately, still only light kicks, nothing major just yet, but Daddy did manage to feel one of her kicks last week which was lovely.
You first started kicking on the first proper night of our family holiday to Marbella, after our first full day there at 22 weeks and 4 days. I felt your flutters at 21 weeks on Auntie Kacy's wedding day.
Your baby sister has been moving since 16 weeks and kicking since 19 weeks 4 days, but then they say you feel it much earlier with your second. I think she will probably start kicking more on holiday as I think it was the heat and sudden change in temperature that set you off.
Mummy won't ever forget the time we did spend together Baby Girl, I love you so so much and my life is much richer for having had you in it xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx