I'm sorry Mummy is late with this candle Baby Girl, I was on the Market all day yesterday and as soon as I had finished my tea I got in bed as I have a terrible cold. I'm not getting up today, I'm giving in and nursing it as I've had it all week and it's just getting worse!
I'm sorry that I forgot to light your candle before going to bed though, I hope you know that it never means I have forgotten you.
I could never forget you sweetheart, you're on my mind every waking second, even if I'm preoccupied you're there in the background all the time, and you're in my dreams when I sleep.
I had some wonderful news the other day, I can't tell you what it is yet as I don't know who's reading but there's hope for all of us! And no you haven't got a baby brother or sister on the way yet, nearly, but bad news again. We'll get there one day though, or at least I hope and pray we will.
I miss you Baby Girl, it was 40 weeks yesterday since you were born, you came along at 41 weeks and 2 days and seen as they count pregnancy from your period date not from conception, that means you've now officially been gone longer than you were ever here. I can't believe that, I feel like my whole life was spent waiting for you, and I guess it was really, I always wanted you my whole adult life even if I only carried you inside me for 9 months of it.
It still feels like not even an hour ago when they told me you were gone, it's not a feeling I shall ever forget.
I love you so much my precious little Baby Girl, and I will always love and miss you with all of my broken heart xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx