I ordered your teddy bear engraved heart keepsake for your ashes today Baby Girl, it won't be long now before you're in Bashful Bunny where you belong.
I can't order my pendant yet as it is still out of stock, it won't be available for another month or two, but I definitely want the one I have seen so I'll just have to wait, it'll be worth it.
I didn't want you to stay in the plastic urn that you're in while we wait for that to be available though, I can't rest until you're where you should be, so we'll put you in your teddy bear heart when it arrives, and then into Bashful, and just take a tiny amount of your ashes back out again later on when my pendant arrives.
I've managed to create sets of your hand and foot prints on photoshop today even though we only had prints of your left hand and your left foot, I've flipped them to make full sets, and also coloured them in with bright colours too and they look wonderful. I'm so glad I was able to do it as I really wanted to use them as a personal touch to my new baby business website so that you are connected to it in some way.
We have Faye this weekend, and Nanny Di too, so it'll be a nice weekend together. It's a Bank Holiday on Monday but Daddy and I are going to still work it and take next Friday off instead so that we can have a nice long weekend on our own together for my birthday weekend. We might try to go to the caravan or something, or at the very least just have some time to ourselves as we could both do with it.
I finally took your cards down on Sunday morning sweetheart, and although it was emotional at the time I was OK with it afterwards, you know that I am still thinking of you all the time whether they are up or not don't you?
I love you Baby Girl, and I miss you so so much xxxxx