I can't even explain how much your story touched my heart! I am a birth mother who placed my beautiful daughter for adoption when I was only a child myself and I thought that was the worst pain anyone could endure. After reading this beautiful story, I am absolutely bawling my eyes out! I know the pain of giving birth to a child you have to let go, to leave the hospital without that baby, and walk through the haze of the following years in terrible grief, but my pain could not even come close you have gone through. My heart goes out to you and your family across the ocean... LM (Canada)