Hello Baby Girl,
I have been looking through all of your photos, listening to the music on here, watching the Saying Goodbye video, and generally missing you so so much.
Sometimes it helps just to have a good cry and let it out, I don't know whether that helped tonight or not but I do know that I miss you terribly and I would give absolutely anything to hold you again.
Daddy and I have been having a hard time of it again lately, I won't go into detail on here as I know that you are watching anyway and you know what we have been facing, again. We will find a way through it though sweetheart, we always do, don't we? I'm just not sure what that way will be as yet, but I hope it is one that serves us both.
Anyway, I think I just need you to know that I love you, so very much, and I never stop thinking about you Baby Girl even though I don't write that often any more. I just find it easier these days to think about you in a good way and block out the bad, and visiting your memorial site hurts so much because it reminds me of all the bad. You are always in my heart Baby Girl xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx