Hi Baby Girl, Mummy is missing you so much. I'm not doing too good at the moment and I don't know what to do. I'm going to see my Mummy for the weekend so maybe she'll have some suggestions as to how to get life back on track again, or maybe not eh, Mum's are just there to listen, they don't really have any magic answers. I wonder how old you'd have been when you worked that one out.
My friend Shell had her baby today, a little boy thank god, I don't think I'd have coped very well if she had a baby girl! He was only 6lb 8oz, what a titch bless him, I'm looking forward to a cuddle even if it will be hard. I'm so glad everything went well for her and she and little Aston Bertie are doing fine.
I went to Shrewsbury Market again today but it was very quiet, I hope it's better next week. I had an interview on Wednesday for an estate agents but they haven't been in touch since so I don't think I got it, it's not looking likely not but we'll see.
I found this quote the other day and I thought I would put it on here, I thought it was quite fitting, though I have adapted it slightly for the fact that you are gone;
"It's not only children who grow. Parents do too. As much as we want to see what our children do with their lives, they are watching us to see what we do with ours. I cannot tell my children to reach for the sun, all I can do is reach for it myself."
I love you with all my heart Baby Girl, and I am so very lost without you. I don't know who I am anymore, I feel like my identity has been stolen and I've no idea where I'm going or what awaits me there. I do know you await me in Heaven one day though, that's something at least eh sweetheart, not everyone can say they have a beautiful Angel like you waiting for them xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx