We had the meeting with our Consultant yesterday Baby Girl to go through all the results of the tests they did when you were born.
It would appear that my 'perfect pregnancy' wasn't so perfect after all sweetheart, although you were perfect, there was nothing genetically wrong with you and you were perfectly formed, we always knew that.
I'll put a story on here at some point with all the results and how we feel and what it means, but at the moment the answers have simply raised more questions and we have a lot to process.
I love you Baby Girl, to the moon and back again, and I know you have been with me through these last few days, thank you xxxxx
I only wish I could hold you as tenderly as you are holding my hand. I miss you so much and I feel so sad and sorry for you. You would have been such a beautiful baby, toddler, little princess, and young woman ~ you'd have been beautiful all of your life, inside and out, I just know it.
I love you with all of my heart and every day I miss you more xxxxx